"....gimme a minute here, I'm thinkin'...." -- The SoD
gonna take it back to the good ol days with this one.
....so I get a call and there's a voice that I don't want to hear on the other line, my fault if I make it clear that I don't want to talk, your fault if you keep talking and get hung up on.....breakfast is good in the am.....better in the pm......celtics didn't sweep.....redsox win.....need colors for the season that a chocolate complexed brother can wear....I need a beach....so what I like Prince?......cafe world should be turned into D's House of Hoes and Ribs.....someone tell me how it is that she is down there and I'm up here but when we talk its like we next to each other......I work too hard....I don't work enough....this cd needs to get done....tired of hearing bitches bitch about bitches bitching all day.....and don't even recognize that their bitching makes them the bitch....if I don't like women in hondas and I dated one would that make me a hypocrite? I mean I'm not fucking their car???.......just sayin'......Im beginning to wonder about this revolving door in my life.....wait, you mean this item that clearly says that its 1.99 is really 3.99? well, how bout you sell it for what it says, wait til I leave, then take it out on the underpaid cat you made price tag the shit?......if she's emotionally, physically, and mentally gone, then I shouldn't feel bad right?.....might return to the outdoor ball sessions this year.....someone needs to get dunked on....a quick one for somebody, now that we are years removed from all the bs, just how did that teacher work out for you?......finished "The Other Woman" by EJD.....glad I'm not married.....wonder if she thinks about me like I do her.....almost done with this shift.....300 push ups, 200 dips, 200 pushouts, thats just at work....never mind what I do at home....or at the gym....why can't I seem to have 'Staying Power' while all my peoples who DO have the most issues are stuck with theirs forever?........Honey Smacks........Apple Jacks.....is NOT a good combination.......I wanna smoke......I love my job.......relapsing is a sign of weakness...so is quitting something you like to do.....I'm confused.....not about alot just some things......I can't stand deception for self gain....people lie for excuses not reasons....people tell the truth for reasons not excuses.....poetry is still my thing....performing is NOT a lifestyle.....at least to me it isn't.....I need to slam.....I miss The Russell....will my album sell?......can't wait to hit London.....it's my time now, and if it isn't it will be soon......Betty White is the shit.....how will those kids accept me?.....is this really happening?.....friday........Friday......FRIDAY........bacon......cherry tootsie pops.....a new goapele cd.......dimples.......those damn eyes........
ok back to work....break over......
......take me with you....---Prince
the SoD
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Not a Fan.....
"Exactly who are you again?" ---- The SoD
I'm not a fan of the Lakers.....nor am I a fan of the Magic, seeing that I'm on a roll with this, I'm not a fan of bad parents, blatant ignorance, extreme conceit and cockyness, and most importantly, women who think they too much when in fact....they are just that, TOO MUCH.
Its funny how when I thought of this post it was right before a nap where I would wake up and proceed to go in to work where I would hustle for 12 good hours. Not thinking about the outside world but thinking nonetheless. Making moves to my soon to be apartment....polishing this album of poetry, and staying relevant to fans and friends who support me keep me moving. Although the relationship part hasn't developed, can't really understand some of the bumps along the way of attempting to find love from those who say they "really understand, and accept me". Makes for an interesting topic.....Unconditional Love perhaps? Yeah, maybe....but more like the fine print in convo that just gets overlooked...ALOT.
I am quite convinced that if you are having trust issues presently because of your past. Then here's a clue to dating.....DON'T. It's obvious if you can't handle someone in front of you trying to make you happy and all the while you're sitting there telling yourself he's full of shit then you're just not ready. If you sit there and give a war report about your ex for more than 5 minutes and have nothing to say about your now 'present' situation....you're not ready. If you think looking in someones inbox because you're not 'sure' about them??? Yeah not ready.
Then there's the fine print that's overlooked, that is supposed to somewhat justify this uphill battle most men and some women find climbing. That print clearly should state...."Before dating me, understand that when you see me there is no one else, and if you so happen to want to let go a thought that has something to do with your past, better have 3 more that deal with the present because last time I checked, I am someone NEW, and that shouldn't have to deal with issues OLD." PERIOD. Maybe people hear it and still are too shallow to hear what's being said. At the end of the day whether you like it or not....you are judging the new person by the faults of the old person....at this point you should stop, check yourself, look around you....because it just might be YOU that may be the reason you are lonely....
I've had more than one hand of people tell me three words that I take very seriously. I Love You. I question it because so many people have so many different opinions of it...one said it as a way of saying that it was our longetivity as friends that made her fall for me, another said it was because I have amazing qualities that she never seen in anyone else, one said that they saw the way I treated people and wondered how I could be so genuine, another had the feeling surpressed for YEARS and just came out with it like a crush foundated by newfound confidence....The crazy part of all this? Two of them are just divorced, Two are married (Still), One just had a baby, and another is 7months......why in the heck it took so long to say something to me of all people? Well you guessed it, when I was right in front of them years ago, it was SOMEone else who caught their eye, and when you think the grass is greener, you forget.....
It's still grass....you maintain what you're lawn looks like.
So yes I question it, and the answers are real for the most part. Yet the fact is, if your actions can't back up what you say then your card gets pulled, and feelings get hurt. If you like me, then like me going after you, do the same. You want the old school? I'll step to you, but if you want to act like you're in a reality show and I'm just a fan, again I'll fall back and let the rest of the world sweat you. Don't need that bs...no one does, like trying to dive in a shallow pool....you want deep water but can still see your feet at the bottom. Last time I checked, when someone treats you like an option, drop em. But at the same time, if they are the option and you treat them like you want them as the number 1, then someone is actually trying to make a step up....can't make it with them? Let them go. PERIOD. Don't keep them around.....because in the end you're going to be pissed that he is going to get fed up as just a friend. Especially if you overlooked him for the next problem and only use his friendship to talk about your ex and your newfound exploits.
I had to clear that up for a good friend of mine. To this day he's still dealing with being a fan to someone who just told him that she's dating others...(although it was him that did the groundwork) it was them that did the gift giving. He presented himself as himself and what she thought she liked was clouded by the gifts she would NOT receive because he wanted a real person as opposed to the facade he thought he was getting. In other words, homie knew that she wanted to date others but did his best to get the 'real' reason as opposed to the 'I'm not ready to settle' I can remember her telling him over the phone that there was another guy that wanted to give her the world....he sat back for a sec because he knew his situation would only allow a piece of that world 'she' spoke of. So instead of trying to go crazy and buy her, he went the other route, still maintained who he was, did what he could that was already making her happy. Still saved just in case and took another job to do like Dream said and 'get his money up' not for her, but so he couldn't hear that again....he wanted to say "I got dough, but not breaking bread with you because in the end you're only going to look for more" he got his wish too, because the next time he saw her, she exited the lex with another dude yelling at her...."GO TRICK ON THE NEXT ONE BITCH". He smiled, lit his blunt and went into the house. Dude actually dropped her off where he picked her up at, come to find out, she was talking to this dude all the while talking to my boy, even had dude pick her up in FRONT of my mans house to PROVE A POINT. Shallow? Need I say more??? Exactly who are you again??!!
as if this week isn't interesting enough....
Now they saying that the beerbaby parents might not be charged.....WHAT? I would like to find a state that allows the homeless to stay in HOTELS.....don't get me wrong, I'm all for housing the homeless, yet there's an issue when I want to use the pool and I gotta wait for cats paying half of what I am for the same purpose......dig it?
With that said, another issue is the rise of Lil Wayne's Young Money Group aka Lil Waynes Thrown Out RhymeBook Reciters....some day I'm going to dig up Roxanne Shante's cell phone number and put the hit out on Nikki Menage (you think I give a fuck if I spelled it wrong?)....then again I could just holler at my lil cousin who's 6 and can give you a hot 16 as long as you have a cherry tootsie pop. Can someone explain to me how Jae Millz (remember him? the dude from the battle with Ness on the MTV flop Diddy's Band Season 1?)....too much talent to be on a roster like that. Won't go into Drake, but I give you a year dude. This is your summer, take it enjoy it, and know that soon....VERY SOON....a REAL RAPPER will come at you, and will expose your non freestyling self on a bit more than youtube (Thanks Asher Roth)...
To my Celtics....much love on being road warriors.......I AM A FAN
All Laker talk will cease as they sweep the Suns....I still hate them with a passion, so feel free to send all hate mail to my inbox....
Lebron James hate mail can come via phone (I'll actually give you the time to talk about why I am NOT a fan) and email as well.....Please do not make any attempts at trying to convince my fam of becoming fans either, they will eliminate all connections to you and just might leave a bag of shit set on fire at your front door. Cause hey, we all need to face our own bs, and not put it on others.
Ladies be a good friend and tell your big lady friends that leggings and skinny jeans hide nothing and to appreciate their thickness as there are people who love without condition.....this has been your PSA.....
Fellas getting better at telling the younguns to pull their pants up. Yet still can't get over the whole skinny jeans thing with a sag.....come my way and I have a size 14 to help those jeans find a way 'up'
Kids are still bad.....sigh......there's a post I did about this years ago....is my other site still up???
The album is there, question is am I there? Hard work for real......HARD WORK!!!!!
Ok gotta roll......time to finish the job....
I'm a fan of that.
The SoD
I'm not a fan of the Lakers.....nor am I a fan of the Magic, seeing that I'm on a roll with this, I'm not a fan of bad parents, blatant ignorance, extreme conceit and cockyness, and most importantly, women who think they too much when in fact....they are just that, TOO MUCH.
Its funny how when I thought of this post it was right before a nap where I would wake up and proceed to go in to work where I would hustle for 12 good hours. Not thinking about the outside world but thinking nonetheless. Making moves to my soon to be apartment....polishing this album of poetry, and staying relevant to fans and friends who support me keep me moving. Although the relationship part hasn't developed, can't really understand some of the bumps along the way of attempting to find love from those who say they "really understand, and accept me". Makes for an interesting topic.....Unconditional Love perhaps? Yeah, maybe....but more like the fine print in convo that just gets overlooked...ALOT.
I am quite convinced that if you are having trust issues presently because of your past. Then here's a clue to dating.....DON'T. It's obvious if you can't handle someone in front of you trying to make you happy and all the while you're sitting there telling yourself he's full of shit then you're just not ready. If you sit there and give a war report about your ex for more than 5 minutes and have nothing to say about your now 'present' situation....you're not ready. If you think looking in someones inbox because you're not 'sure' about them??? Yeah not ready.
Then there's the fine print that's overlooked, that is supposed to somewhat justify this uphill battle most men and some women find climbing. That print clearly should state...."Before dating me, understand that when you see me there is no one else, and if you so happen to want to let go a thought that has something to do with your past, better have 3 more that deal with the present because last time I checked, I am someone NEW, and that shouldn't have to deal with issues OLD." PERIOD. Maybe people hear it and still are too shallow to hear what's being said. At the end of the day whether you like it or not....you are judging the new person by the faults of the old person....at this point you should stop, check yourself, look around you....because it just might be YOU that may be the reason you are lonely....
I've had more than one hand of people tell me three words that I take very seriously. I Love You. I question it because so many people have so many different opinions of it...one said it as a way of saying that it was our longetivity as friends that made her fall for me, another said it was because I have amazing qualities that she never seen in anyone else, one said that they saw the way I treated people and wondered how I could be so genuine, another had the feeling surpressed for YEARS and just came out with it like a crush foundated by newfound confidence....The crazy part of all this? Two of them are just divorced, Two are married (Still), One just had a baby, and another is 7months......why in the heck it took so long to say something to me of all people? Well you guessed it, when I was right in front of them years ago, it was SOMEone else who caught their eye, and when you think the grass is greener, you forget.....
It's still grass....you maintain what you're lawn looks like.
So yes I question it, and the answers are real for the most part. Yet the fact is, if your actions can't back up what you say then your card gets pulled, and feelings get hurt. If you like me, then like me going after you, do the same. You want the old school? I'll step to you, but if you want to act like you're in a reality show and I'm just a fan, again I'll fall back and let the rest of the world sweat you. Don't need that bs...no one does, like trying to dive in a shallow pool....you want deep water but can still see your feet at the bottom. Last time I checked, when someone treats you like an option, drop em. But at the same time, if they are the option and you treat them like you want them as the number 1, then someone is actually trying to make a step up....can't make it with them? Let them go. PERIOD. Don't keep them around.....because in the end you're going to be pissed that he is going to get fed up as just a friend. Especially if you overlooked him for the next problem and only use his friendship to talk about your ex and your newfound exploits.
I had to clear that up for a good friend of mine. To this day he's still dealing with being a fan to someone who just told him that she's dating others...(although it was him that did the groundwork) it was them that did the gift giving. He presented himself as himself and what she thought she liked was clouded by the gifts she would NOT receive because he wanted a real person as opposed to the facade he thought he was getting. In other words, homie knew that she wanted to date others but did his best to get the 'real' reason as opposed to the 'I'm not ready to settle' I can remember her telling him over the phone that there was another guy that wanted to give her the world....he sat back for a sec because he knew his situation would only allow a piece of that world 'she' spoke of. So instead of trying to go crazy and buy her, he went the other route, still maintained who he was, did what he could that was already making her happy. Still saved just in case and took another job to do like Dream said and 'get his money up' not for her, but so he couldn't hear that again....he wanted to say "I got dough, but not breaking bread with you because in the end you're only going to look for more" he got his wish too, because the next time he saw her, she exited the lex with another dude yelling at her...."GO TRICK ON THE NEXT ONE BITCH". He smiled, lit his blunt and went into the house. Dude actually dropped her off where he picked her up at, come to find out, she was talking to this dude all the while talking to my boy, even had dude pick her up in FRONT of my mans house to PROVE A POINT. Shallow? Need I say more??? Exactly who are you again??!!
as if this week isn't interesting enough....
Now they saying that the beerbaby parents might not be charged.....WHAT? I would like to find a state that allows the homeless to stay in HOTELS.....don't get me wrong, I'm all for housing the homeless, yet there's an issue when I want to use the pool and I gotta wait for cats paying half of what I am for the same purpose......dig it?
With that said, another issue is the rise of Lil Wayne's Young Money Group aka Lil Waynes Thrown Out RhymeBook Reciters....some day I'm going to dig up Roxanne Shante's cell phone number and put the hit out on Nikki Menage (you think I give a fuck if I spelled it wrong?)....then again I could just holler at my lil cousin who's 6 and can give you a hot 16 as long as you have a cherry tootsie pop. Can someone explain to me how Jae Millz (remember him? the dude from the battle with Ness on the MTV flop Diddy's Band Season 1?)....too much talent to be on a roster like that. Won't go into Drake, but I give you a year dude. This is your summer, take it enjoy it, and know that soon....VERY SOON....a REAL RAPPER will come at you, and will expose your non freestyling self on a bit more than youtube (Thanks Asher Roth)...
To my Celtics....much love on being road warriors.......I AM A FAN
All Laker talk will cease as they sweep the Suns....I still hate them with a passion, so feel free to send all hate mail to my inbox....
Lebron James hate mail can come via phone (I'll actually give you the time to talk about why I am NOT a fan) and email as well.....Please do not make any attempts at trying to convince my fam of becoming fans either, they will eliminate all connections to you and just might leave a bag of shit set on fire at your front door. Cause hey, we all need to face our own bs, and not put it on others.
Ladies be a good friend and tell your big lady friends that leggings and skinny jeans hide nothing and to appreciate their thickness as there are people who love without condition.....this has been your PSA.....
Fellas getting better at telling the younguns to pull their pants up. Yet still can't get over the whole skinny jeans thing with a sag.....come my way and I have a size 14 to help those jeans find a way 'up'
Kids are still bad.....sigh......there's a post I did about this years ago....is my other site still up???
The album is there, question is am I there? Hard work for real......HARD WORK!!!!!
Ok gotta roll......time to finish the job....
I'm a fan of that.
The SoD
Monday, May 17, 2010
Pure Genius....
"Something in the water...." --- GMa
I love using her words cause they move me in ways you all can't imagine. I have come to grips that in 4 words she can drop some kind of knowledge that sticks to you like peanut butter on the roof of your mouth...didn't get that wisdom tooth removed yet? Corners of there as well...
So some cat tried to sell a 3 month old for beer...two forty's at that. Just why in the hell there isn't an attempted murder or aggravated assault charge I don't know....baby would've been safe, cops called, and the living shit kicked out of the cat and sipping his beer while waiting for the cops. What the hell is wrong with people I don't know.
Casino in MA....sounds ok. I mean what better way to save gas going to the wonder of it all when you have your own bootleg version over here? I would hope that means the West Side of Mass gets some kind of pro team because we are crazy for our sports. I also think the amount of jobs would increase drastically with some helluva turnover rate because of all the pure geniuses that are going to try and rob that place blind. It would be real nice to see the return of mom and pop American owned stores and markets that supply us with gas lotto and so on....funny how you don't see those anymore. You can really feel me if you get gas nowadays. It's starting to piss me off that they try to push off scratch tickets and dutchies like I'm some kind of fucking hoodlum... now that I think about it, that's some foul shit. Really foul....
I would go into more examples but that would take alot of time....besides how many other posts do I have to write where I'm going in on some fool? Onward and upward yall...
Which brings me to the new agenda...trying to figure out what to do with my two weeks off in August....it's been one hell of a ride where I work and some good R&R is something the kid needs...maybe even get a massage or two...I'm long overdue, for real.
I've moved my workouts to 4 times a week now....double up on workdays...with twelve hours I have no choice but to either write or stay awake...I work out for the latter.
Fuck the lakers....on to other news...
Glad to have my Celtics go 1-0 on the Magic...will talk more shit when they win another one....til then I ain't jinxing anything.
Looking for an apartment as you are reading this....
The SoD
I love using her words cause they move me in ways you all can't imagine. I have come to grips that in 4 words she can drop some kind of knowledge that sticks to you like peanut butter on the roof of your mouth...didn't get that wisdom tooth removed yet? Corners of there as well...
So some cat tried to sell a 3 month old for beer...two forty's at that. Just why in the hell there isn't an attempted murder or aggravated assault charge I don't know....baby would've been safe, cops called, and the living shit kicked out of the cat and sipping his beer while waiting for the cops. What the hell is wrong with people I don't know.
Casino in MA....sounds ok. I mean what better way to save gas going to the wonder of it all when you have your own bootleg version over here? I would hope that means the West Side of Mass gets some kind of pro team because we are crazy for our sports. I also think the amount of jobs would increase drastically with some helluva turnover rate because of all the pure geniuses that are going to try and rob that place blind. It would be real nice to see the return of mom and pop American owned stores and markets that supply us with gas lotto and so on....funny how you don't see those anymore. You can really feel me if you get gas nowadays. It's starting to piss me off that they try to push off scratch tickets and dutchies like I'm some kind of fucking hoodlum... now that I think about it, that's some foul shit. Really foul....
I would go into more examples but that would take alot of time....besides how many other posts do I have to write where I'm going in on some fool? Onward and upward yall...
Which brings me to the new agenda...trying to figure out what to do with my two weeks off in August....it's been one hell of a ride where I work and some good R&R is something the kid needs...maybe even get a massage or two...I'm long overdue, for real.
I've moved my workouts to 4 times a week now....double up on workdays...with twelve hours I have no choice but to either write or stay awake...I work out for the latter.
Fuck the lakers....on to other news...
Glad to have my Celtics go 1-0 on the Magic...will talk more shit when they win another one....til then I ain't jinxing anything.
Looking for an apartment as you are reading this....
The SoD
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Pain Pain and Mo Pain
"...something just ain't right with that boy...." -- Drill Instructor USMC
He was right too, I was PISSED....no way do I have a position for 90percent of this time and to get it taken away cause they wanted to see if I would crack??!! You gotta love the dumb shit they do, but hey I smiled and said fuck it....2 more weeks of Boot Camp wasn't shit to me...I would later see this person who took my job later in the year, wonder if he still has that knot from when I split his shit with a corona bottle...call it crazy but my temper has had its moments
for example
Kindergarden....Slapped the shit out of my bus driver for denying me a seatbelt...(left a nice handprint on her pale ass face too.)
2nd Grade......Hello Dodgeball, some cats who were well built for 4th grade caught me in the grill with that hard ass rubber ball. Karate was my hobby at the time....and yeah I put in that well developed high head kick in use....lucky he wasn't no crossing guard....
9th Grade.....So a senior wants to fight a freshman over a freshman girl that the senior used to date in Junior High?!?!?!?! That wasn't just my temper talking, that was pretty much all of my friends and the rest of society talking as I whipped that ass....twice....
Random.....Eastfield Mall, there was this guy who wanted to fight me over my ex at the time who I wasn't even involved with (get it?) I put him through his own car window while she watched (from the car).....this has also turned into a signature calling card as the window incident has repeated itself several times in my life....
....with all that said. I'm not the one to be pissed off. I hate the feeling really. It's like allowing someone or event take you away from your happy place and that can really mess with someone. I like being happy, being safe, and not have to worry about cats and their bullshit....but there's always someone who needs to get it, and when you look around and notice the ones who complain the most but stay living in fear walk with thier heads down.....
its your time to shine and that time to shine is now.....
even if you do have to drop them on their head....
a few times
The SoD
He was right too, I was PISSED....no way do I have a position for 90percent of this time and to get it taken away cause they wanted to see if I would crack??!! You gotta love the dumb shit they do, but hey I smiled and said fuck it....2 more weeks of Boot Camp wasn't shit to me...I would later see this person who took my job later in the year, wonder if he still has that knot from when I split his shit with a corona bottle...call it crazy but my temper has had its moments
for example
Kindergarden....Slapped the shit out of my bus driver for denying me a seatbelt...(left a nice handprint on her pale ass face too.)
2nd Grade......Hello Dodgeball, some cats who were well built for 4th grade caught me in the grill with that hard ass rubber ball. Karate was my hobby at the time....and yeah I put in that well developed high head kick in use....lucky he wasn't no crossing guard....
9th Grade.....So a senior wants to fight a freshman over a freshman girl that the senior used to date in Junior High?!?!?!?! That wasn't just my temper talking, that was pretty much all of my friends and the rest of society talking as I whipped that ass....twice....
Random.....Eastfield Mall, there was this guy who wanted to fight me over my ex at the time who I wasn't even involved with (get it?) I put him through his own car window while she watched (from the car).....this has also turned into a signature calling card as the window incident has repeated itself several times in my life....
....with all that said. I'm not the one to be pissed off. I hate the feeling really. It's like allowing someone or event take you away from your happy place and that can really mess with someone. I like being happy, being safe, and not have to worry about cats and their bullshit....but there's always someone who needs to get it, and when you look around and notice the ones who complain the most but stay living in fear walk with thier heads down.....
its your time to shine and that time to shine is now.....
even if you do have to drop them on their head....
a few times
The SoD
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Quick One....
".....welcome to my world....." --- again yours truly
Don't ask me what's good with the cd....I'm still working on it. The capricorn in me is telling me to make sure its worth a second and third listen. As a poet, I am bringing heat every day...know that I'm working and I'm on my game, nuff said.
Watching the game and missing her....yup I said it.
Top ten things that I'm liking now....
10. 2 New England teams doing their thing in the playoffs.
9. SPD doing some work for a change....
8. My Celtics letting Lebron know how overrated he really is.
7. Girl Scout Cookies
6. Working at Baystate, cause I don't know where I would be if I met her in Walmart
5. Obama
4. The Anti Bully Law passing.... RIP Pheobe and Carl
3. Buttercake
2. Dimples.
1. Honesty....
and I'm out.......
The SoD
Don't ask me what's good with the cd....I'm still working on it. The capricorn in me is telling me to make sure its worth a second and third listen. As a poet, I am bringing heat every day...know that I'm working and I'm on my game, nuff said.
Watching the game and missing her....yup I said it.
Top ten things that I'm liking now....
10. 2 New England teams doing their thing in the playoffs.
9. SPD doing some work for a change....
8. My Celtics letting Lebron know how overrated he really is.
7. Girl Scout Cookies
6. Working at Baystate, cause I don't know where I would be if I met her in Walmart
5. Obama
4. The Anti Bully Law passing.... RIP Pheobe and Carl
3. Buttercake
2. Dimples.
1. Honesty....
and I'm out.......
The SoD
Monday, May 3, 2010
Welcome Back Traveller....
"...don't call it a comeback, I been here for years....no really, I have...." --- Yours Truly
and I don't think I'm going anywhere anytime soon.
Lovetron....Stardate 20100503
While on liberty I took a visit to see the Queen of 7186...nomenclature unnecessary. On my trip I found myself zoning out to Toni Braxton's You Mean the World to Me. Don't ask why, but the spaceship has been on a real R&B kick lately. I been scripting words venting out my feelings and vicious rants upon the advice of the council of Nebular681 (sex therapist with a mean fetish for fashionista) checking in with the Earth...hey we got a Black President....according to statistics, the Black President didn't go over to well in the movies (well the 5th Element was a total comedy)....China, Iceland, and quite a few other places are jacked up...Chili needs a man now? Damn, like who knew? Pepa? damn who knew? Shoulda came to Lovetron.
Back to the visit. After 36 hours at the weapons depot I needed to release. I filled myself with Orange kool aid and Coke soda as I headed on my journey. Didn't know what to expect sitting with Her Majesty. Over the 36, I caught a blip of her as I needed fuel to carry through the workday. By today, I was empty, and this visit would bring me back to F. Her voice is soothing, yet her strength is her eyes...easy to get lost in and the world around you can turn to black in an instant. As quick as her eyes can get you, her temper ain't to be fucked with. I tread on still water when I'm around her sometimes. My mouth can add fuel to a fire, and if she burning, I might as well have a damn jheri curl. Her smile let me know things were cool and we sat down...talked, and then I fucked up....
I looked dead in her eyes.
Looked and before you know it my lips were on hers....
The darkness around us, the mist of rain on a humid day....her breath on my neck...
damn it feels good on Lovetron.
and I don't think I'm going anywhere anytime soon.
Lovetron....Stardate 20100503
While on liberty I took a visit to see the Queen of 7186...nomenclature unnecessary. On my trip I found myself zoning out to Toni Braxton's You Mean the World to Me. Don't ask why, but the spaceship has been on a real R&B kick lately. I been scripting words venting out my feelings and vicious rants upon the advice of the council of Nebular681 (sex therapist with a mean fetish for fashionista) checking in with the Earth...hey we got a Black President....according to statistics, the Black President didn't go over to well in the movies (well the 5th Element was a total comedy)....China, Iceland, and quite a few other places are jacked up...Chili needs a man now? Damn, like who knew? Pepa? damn who knew? Shoulda came to Lovetron.
Back to the visit. After 36 hours at the weapons depot I needed to release. I filled myself with Orange kool aid and Coke soda as I headed on my journey. Didn't know what to expect sitting with Her Majesty. Over the 36, I caught a blip of her as I needed fuel to carry through the workday. By today, I was empty, and this visit would bring me back to F. Her voice is soothing, yet her strength is her eyes...easy to get lost in and the world around you can turn to black in an instant. As quick as her eyes can get you, her temper ain't to be fucked with. I tread on still water when I'm around her sometimes. My mouth can add fuel to a fire, and if she burning, I might as well have a damn jheri curl. Her smile let me know things were cool and we sat down...talked, and then I fucked up....
I looked dead in her eyes.
Looked and before you know it my lips were on hers....
The darkness around us, the mist of rain on a humid day....her breath on my neck...
damn it feels good on Lovetron.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
The Day of Rest.....
"......It's Sunday, why wash it now?" --- GMa
I went outside prior to work yesterday and took one look at my car then up in the air....I was hoping that living by a lake I would catch a glimpse of the lochness or a t-rex coming out of the mist to further convince myself I'm living in the stone age....
to no avail...so I looked at the sky again and back at my car. I shook my head "no bird could be that big"....I thought as I looked and stared at this damn near a foot in diameter splatter of shit on my car that seemed to drop from above. Maybe the teradachtyl does still exist....maybe it does just randomly drop gifts the size of volleyballs on black Mazda 6's. What made it more ill was that you can see how it hit my roof and seeped its way down my window and door....whatever it ate prior....its gone now....I'm sure that bird is flying like a mofo now....
I just gotta put more arm into this wash I'm doing.
Other than that....Mayweather beat Mosley....so much for the underdogs.
The celtics lose and it looks like it was unconvincing....we'll see game two.
all of a sudden I want some butter cake....looking to vacation in August....hoping that my connect across the water still has a flat with my name on it. (Hello London).....the knee is looking good....maybe play some basketball tomorrow....maybe perform....wait its gonna be monday.....wonder if I'm being thought about somewhere.....oh well
news at 11.....
The SoD.....
I went outside prior to work yesterday and took one look at my car then up in the air....I was hoping that living by a lake I would catch a glimpse of the lochness or a t-rex coming out of the mist to further convince myself I'm living in the stone age....
to no avail...so I looked at the sky again and back at my car. I shook my head "no bird could be that big"....I thought as I looked and stared at this damn near a foot in diameter splatter of shit on my car that seemed to drop from above. Maybe the teradachtyl does still exist....maybe it does just randomly drop gifts the size of volleyballs on black Mazda 6's. What made it more ill was that you can see how it hit my roof and seeped its way down my window and door....whatever it ate prior....its gone now....I'm sure that bird is flying like a mofo now....
I just gotta put more arm into this wash I'm doing.
Other than that....Mayweather beat Mosley....so much for the underdogs.
The celtics lose and it looks like it was unconvincing....we'll see game two.
all of a sudden I want some butter cake....looking to vacation in August....hoping that my connect across the water still has a flat with my name on it. (Hello London).....the knee is looking good....maybe play some basketball tomorrow....maybe perform....wait its gonna be monday.....wonder if I'm being thought about somewhere.....oh well
news at 11.....
The SoD.....
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Are We There Yet???
".......yawn.....still saturday???........zzzzzzzz"
Today I slept for like forever. Work was ok last night but that hour between 3 and 4 is the worst in the am. I got up ready for anything. After talking to her* I just closed my eyes and smiled. Yeah, after this weekend there's something to smile about for monday. Sorry Garfield, but I'll take my monday with a smile....
it's tuesdays I don't like anyway.
With that said, I refused to call any LA Laker fan friends of mine because I don't need to hear them rant about how their team is unstoppable yet barely made it out the first round. Good job OKC....you'll see them again next year.
Not much to talk about considering I slept the day away....except maybe -----OH YEAH the fight is tonight.
Gotta work but still I predict that Mayweather loses. Only because that talking can really make people want to shut you up. Why not do that with several shots to the face right?! Now if only there wasn't a payperview for that....SIGN ME UP!
There's something to be said about the feeling you get when someone steps out of their way to do something nice for you for a change. Especially when you know the sincerity is genuine. Coming to a gun factory is hard for some, yet she got down for hers, all in the name of just being her....damn it don't get any better. :)
Don't look for emoticons in my blogs anymore...only the special get those....
Aight, gotta run....work to do, and another day to get through....whatever it takes to get to monday dig it?
The SoD
Today I slept for like forever. Work was ok last night but that hour between 3 and 4 is the worst in the am. I got up ready for anything. After talking to her* I just closed my eyes and smiled. Yeah, after this weekend there's something to smile about for monday. Sorry Garfield, but I'll take my monday with a smile....
it's tuesdays I don't like anyway.
With that said, I refused to call any LA Laker fan friends of mine because I don't need to hear them rant about how their team is unstoppable yet barely made it out the first round. Good job OKC....you'll see them again next year.
Not much to talk about considering I slept the day away....except maybe -----OH YEAH the fight is tonight.
Gotta work but still I predict that Mayweather loses. Only because that talking can really make people want to shut you up. Why not do that with several shots to the face right?! Now if only there wasn't a payperview for that....SIGN ME UP!
There's something to be said about the feeling you get when someone steps out of their way to do something nice for you for a change. Especially when you know the sincerity is genuine. Coming to a gun factory is hard for some, yet she got down for hers, all in the name of just being her....damn it don't get any better. :)
Don't look for emoticons in my blogs anymore...only the special get those....
Aight, gotta run....work to do, and another day to get through....whatever it takes to get to monday dig it?
The SoD
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