A$ and The SoD

"....if you don't want to be in that position, then don't put yourself there...." - A$


That's real talk yo'.....

That's my boy, and after talking to him for a few hours, I took some time to sit back and think for a sec. I realize that sometimes I worry too much, and that when given the time I can think a little too much as well. In between Coronas and Haze, we came to the conclusion that all wasn't lost, the end is only my doing....if I ain't doing anything. I mean, if I didn't want to be in that position, then why put myself there, right?

SO I did, and you know what? It feels good, I got it done, and there's alot more in store for me.

I just have to be able to friggen walk. The sun is out and the park has been full since the 413 had it's 80 degree days. The temptation is crazy, but I rather have both my knees in the future rather than one and done in the present.

What? The Sox lost??? It's ok, we still in 1st. Place. Those Stankees, well, with Rog back I see no change, the fuckers still have to hit the ball...

I'm out, home run on that.

Down 1 and 1 to Go....

April is over with and I'm still with this huge knee. The right one is now fixed but is on standby until the other one is done. Two surgeries in two months. I hate sitting on my ass.

Other than that I have found myself in the office trying to work out the mechanics of multitasking. Writing poems, a book, and now a play, I have more time to spend in the matrix rather than handling business which is my job. Removed from the basketball court and any other sport (even have to take a foosball break) and I'm left with all this 'other' stuff to do. Yay.

I still search for apartments down yonder, I also keep my game up in finding a job, can't have one without the other. While shine stealers look to jack me for me light, there are those who keep me shining no matter what. I laugh now and later to yall. My job just laid off over 25 workers this past week. I was exempt due to my injury, yet I know coming back it is me that is the liability so I have to seek a job somewhere else. My lawyer is having a field day with what's going on with me. Surgery sounds like music to her ears....

to me its headbanging elevator music.

For the ones who helped me get through this thank you. It has been some kind of experience for me. I can only hope to keep this up as I look foward to walking and running and well....that's none of yall damn business. Either way, I look up to recover.

Princess Dom* I never forgot about you, not once. I never will either, more coming to you soon.
K* - need i say more? next time you want to write posts like that make sure I have my vest on ok?
T* - Look, the blog world needs you, I mean who else can I find myself choking on coffee over what she has to say? Get back in the game man.

I'm out, gotta go to Lovetron and see what's good.

The SoD