It's Me....Again....*This is not a test*

"...you have a way with words....."



So what I've been away....I know some of yall been checking me and you know what? I've been on Facebook doing what I should've been doing here. I been writing poetry. Performing my ass off. Working my ass off. Enjoying the fruits of my labor.....that's what its about right? Game done changed, done left the kids...went down....got up....now its blue collar work, say what you will but I've been doing it for a good minute now....don't mind the oil and love life and the paycheck.

Don't get me wrong....alot to get off my chest. Obama is the president, people these days wanna see him dead. Honestly theres a problem when you have cats out there really talking that kind of shit. Bothers me when someone can ask Bush about the "Secret Society" and get fucking tazered like an animal...I say kick in their door...maybe they'll shut the hell up then.

I have had the opportunity to look at some things on this site called masslive.com which I have to say for the city I live in....no matter how high the crime rate or whatever you want to believe....I really don't have a problem where I'm at........EXCEPT, the racist fucks who surround this town (ex. Longmeadow, East Longmeadow, Southwick, Agawam) which has this tendency to look down on our CITY as their TOWNS are so good as they say. Now don't get me wrong, we have our shootings, drugs, poverty, so on and so forth....but nothing is more fucked up than the assholes responsible for the shit who sit in their TOWNS and do nothing about it but let their CITY go down the tubes. Fair to say, I'm well educated, came from a good home...single parent and all....graduated on my first try, don't live off the state...no record....yet I still feel the bullshit when I'm just trying to play bingo at the KoC in Chicopee, ain't that a bitch? So to those 'people' who still think we living in the 40's....."look around you, a good look...integration is a real thing....live with it."

Also, I have gotten very sick of R&B....but love this song by Eleckrik Red called "So Good"...sounds like an old Prince track....yeah I dig that shit.

Big up to all my fellow poets out there...especially the CT and NY connection. Love yall and I support just as much as yall do even more dig it....(shit gas ain't cheap!!!) lol.

It's funny how life happens sometimes.....you wake up and have the day become better than yesterday...you go through the struggles...the pain....and then you feel it...somebody loves you...and its real....yeah I dig that...Damn....she's on my mind heavy...like a muthafucka....damn I want some cookies...yeah that's the only way...so far at least...she says I have a way with words...wonder where they'll get me this time.


I'm just jumping around here...but damn it feels good to have her in my corner still....me in hers...

real recognize real...

glad to feel...

alive..