"Never said I was perfect...." - The SoD
Ok so I'm known to have a temper, that was something I said a long time ago, I also said that I don't like to argue or buy into unnecessary bullshit. That was also a long time ago. It is when these things are forgotten, and the buttons are pressed, that I find myself dealing with certain situations that call for my attention in ways that I don't feel the need to be involving myself in. People get hurt, and the extent of that pain comes from not remembering the fact that before there was what happened, there was what I said. I try to bite my tongue, but the lashing I'm getting has stretched my nerves way beyond it's max. My patience is short cause I'm former military with a keep it simple stupid mentality. I can listen with the best of em, but where is the reciprocal?
I write to escape, I perform to let loose. When I'm being myself, I open myself to those around me, take me in, inhale me dig it? All I can ask for is the same in return. Be real cause that's all you got with me, you are only as good as the muhfucka you present yourself as. You put yourself on a horse, then ride that shit. You don't put yourself up there like that? It's cool, just remember that when you get around people check the 'tude' at the door. I give everyone a fair shot until I'm crossed, then all bets are off. I tend to go after the ones who 'choose' to cross as opposed to those who just 'randomly' cross me. It hurts when people get to me that I remember hearing them say they got love for me. As much as I love VH1, there was a time where I saw New York get burnt quite a bit after asking and hearing if anyone got love for her.
You be surprised what the tv can teach you if you tune out the bullshit.
Back to this Gift and Curse thing. I am not perfect. I come flawed like everyone else on this earth. If I tell you my flaws and I'm still accepted, then I don't expect these flaws to be why we are no longer peoples. As far as I'm concerned, you knew from the beginning. If it was that important to be listened to, it should be as important enough to be remembered when it hits the fan. Makes it alot easier to do a job when you know what you are dealing with beforehand.
I'm all over the place and so is this post...onward and upward folks. Part 2 later.
The SoD
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Monday, February 2, 2009
The Challenge...
"...smart money says he's gonna piss off alot of people on this one..." - KW*- Underboss
Nigga Challenge....
I challenge yall cats to some real shit. You vs. you.
The rules are simple and if you can overcome and complete this challenge there are a number of things waiting for you in the end...
if I told you then this challenge would never be followed through without cutting corners so I will leave this for you to figure out. Niggaz love prizes in the end, gives em something to fight for. We don't need that...niggaz please.
Now challenge number 1. For the equivalent of 1 week all pants (this includes, jeans, khakis, dickies, church/formal, shorts, etc.) will be worn at the waist with a belt that matches, covering all undergarments.
Number 2. For the same week refrain from using the word fuck for anything else other than receiving some type of unnecessary pain, or bad mail.
Number 3. Refer to all baby mothers by their first name.
Number 4. Go back to the ways of old and handle your problems with fists and wit as opposed to guns.
Number 5. Never knocking a hustle, if you are on the block and don't know how to generate 50K by yourself, you have no need to be on the block anymore. Also see number 4.
Number 6. Sentences that begin with 'word to mutha' will no longer be taken seriously even with 'I put that on everything' in the end.
Number 7. Call your mom/dad and tell her it wasn't her fault you made the decisions you made.
Number 8. Learn the legal system BEFORE trying to fuck it for everything it's worth.
Number 9. Swallow your bullshit pride. See number 4.
Number 10. Love yourself, before trying to love someone else.
and with that your reward is simple. Number 1 brings character, not some fucking loser that would rather follow the next dummy. 2. Adds personality to that character, you have just developed a vocabulary that extends farther than who the next bitch is and what muthafucka owes you money. 3. Is the jump start to being the man your family wanted you to be, calling your child's mother "BM" "Dat Bitch" "...oh her??" is and should be dead, I can only imagine how many fools are ready to flip when they aren't recognized by their name when they are being 'daddy' for an hour or so. 4. Should be recognized by all the dead homies cats pour liqour for every year. I rather would see a group talking more about who got hit more as opposed to how they 'can't' really talk about something they did cause they don't trust their own crew enough to not snitch. That's ass backwards, go back to fighting. 5. Brings forth common sense in a complex world. 6. Piggybacks 1 and 2, those aren't ways to prove a point, I don't care if you work at McDonalds or Bristol Street. 7. Step up, be a man/woman and actually recognize that they didn't put a gun to your head and say do the dumb shit you do. 8. Another prize of common sense!!! Look two for 1!!! 9. Once again, this is a challenge...reward coming soon... and 10. If you don't want her, don't lie to her. If you want to keep her, don't downgrade her. If you don't love you, you have no idea how to love someone else.
Your reward is a little bit of a change for the better, and you helped out the community without even trying. Some niggaz think this is easy the real challenge is....
trying to tell the next nigga.
The SoD
Nigga Challenge....
I challenge yall cats to some real shit. You vs. you.
The rules are simple and if you can overcome and complete this challenge there are a number of things waiting for you in the end...
if I told you then this challenge would never be followed through without cutting corners so I will leave this for you to figure out. Niggaz love prizes in the end, gives em something to fight for. We don't need that...niggaz please.
Now challenge number 1. For the equivalent of 1 week all pants (this includes, jeans, khakis, dickies, church/formal, shorts, etc.) will be worn at the waist with a belt that matches, covering all undergarments.
Number 2. For the same week refrain from using the word fuck for anything else other than receiving some type of unnecessary pain, or bad mail.
Number 3. Refer to all baby mothers by their first name.
Number 4. Go back to the ways of old and handle your problems with fists and wit as opposed to guns.
Number 5. Never knocking a hustle, if you are on the block and don't know how to generate 50K by yourself, you have no need to be on the block anymore. Also see number 4.
Number 6. Sentences that begin with 'word to mutha' will no longer be taken seriously even with 'I put that on everything' in the end.
Number 7. Call your mom/dad and tell her it wasn't her fault you made the decisions you made.
Number 8. Learn the legal system BEFORE trying to fuck it for everything it's worth.
Number 9. Swallow your bullshit pride. See number 4.
Number 10. Love yourself, before trying to love someone else.
and with that your reward is simple. Number 1 brings character, not some fucking loser that would rather follow the next dummy. 2. Adds personality to that character, you have just developed a vocabulary that extends farther than who the next bitch is and what muthafucka owes you money. 3. Is the jump start to being the man your family wanted you to be, calling your child's mother "BM" "Dat Bitch" "...oh her??" is and should be dead, I can only imagine how many fools are ready to flip when they aren't recognized by their name when they are being 'daddy' for an hour or so. 4. Should be recognized by all the dead homies cats pour liqour for every year. I rather would see a group talking more about who got hit more as opposed to how they 'can't' really talk about something they did cause they don't trust their own crew enough to not snitch. That's ass backwards, go back to fighting. 5. Brings forth common sense in a complex world. 6. Piggybacks 1 and 2, those aren't ways to prove a point, I don't care if you work at McDonalds or Bristol Street. 7. Step up, be a man/woman and actually recognize that they didn't put a gun to your head and say do the dumb shit you do. 8. Another prize of common sense!!! Look two for 1!!! 9. Once again, this is a challenge...reward coming soon... and 10. If you don't want her, don't lie to her. If you want to keep her, don't downgrade her. If you don't love you, you have no idea how to love someone else.
Your reward is a little bit of a change for the better, and you helped out the community without even trying. Some niggaz think this is easy the real challenge is....
trying to tell the next nigga.
The SoD
Sunday, January 11, 2009
44 Fours 4 09....
"I know who did it first dammit" - da Champ
4 the 'field where I was born/and 4 the mainstream and the norm/4 the people who always knew I would stay true to my form/4 the haters 4 the push/4 the fucks who couldn't duck/4 the snitches and the bitches/life sucks when you stuck/4 my other 4 elements/who 4eva stay hellabent/4 the women who want to reform by being celibate/4 people who actually stand up to the government/4 the middle finger to give as a sign of self development/4 the day off and 4 the green and brown combination/that's money and my brown skin/yet there's a similar equation/4 The Firm and the First Lady/ 4 the half assed and the shady/4 Mickey who taught me not to be too nice to the ladies/4 the mistakes that I'm not proud 4/and my fam that I would die 4/4 any fuck with the 4-4 that come a knock knock on my door/all this and what 4/the game ain't worth dying 4/the cycle of being poor can be a revolving door/4 the heartbeat and the cold streets where the life beat was a phat beat/4 the avenue of krush groove/4 the back alley of beat street/4 the ones who know the truth/4 the hungry in the booth/4 the 4 H. remedy for the hard times to get through/4 the ex's and the stressing/4 the love of life's lessons/4 Barack who taught us that votings about knowing and not guessing/4 the 4 lanes on the highway/4 ol' Frankie and my way/4 the 44 4's I just gave yall 4 09' yay
Happy....ah forget it. Sticktoitness new word for this year.
SoD
4 the 'field where I was born/and 4 the mainstream and the norm/4 the people who always knew I would stay true to my form/4 the haters 4 the push/4 the fucks who couldn't duck/4 the snitches and the bitches/life sucks when you stuck/4 my other 4 elements/who 4eva stay hellabent/4 the women who want to reform by being celibate/4 people who actually stand up to the government/4 the middle finger to give as a sign of self development/4 the day off and 4 the green and brown combination/that's money and my brown skin/yet there's a similar equation/4 The Firm and the First Lady/ 4 the half assed and the shady/4 Mickey who taught me not to be too nice to the ladies/4 the mistakes that I'm not proud 4/and my fam that I would die 4/4 any fuck with the 4-4 that come a knock knock on my door/all this and what 4/the game ain't worth dying 4/the cycle of being poor can be a revolving door/4 the heartbeat and the cold streets where the life beat was a phat beat/4 the avenue of krush groove/4 the back alley of beat street/4 the ones who know the truth/4 the hungry in the booth/4 the 4 H. remedy for the hard times to get through/4 the ex's and the stressing/4 the love of life's lessons/4 Barack who taught us that votings about knowing and not guessing/4 the 4 lanes on the highway/4 ol' Frankie and my way/4 the 44 4's I just gave yall 4 09' yay
Happy....ah forget it. Sticktoitness new word for this year.
SoD
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