"Something in the water...." --- GMa
I love using her words cause they move me in ways you all can't imagine. I have come to grips that in 4 words she can drop some kind of knowledge that sticks to you like peanut butter on the roof of your mouth...didn't get that wisdom tooth removed yet? Corners of there as well...
So some cat tried to sell a 3 month old for beer...two forty's at that. Just why in the hell there isn't an attempted murder or aggravated assault charge I don't know....baby would've been safe, cops called, and the living shit kicked out of the cat and sipping his beer while waiting for the cops. What the hell is wrong with people I don't know.
Casino in MA....sounds ok. I mean what better way to save gas going to the wonder of it all when you have your own bootleg version over here? I would hope that means the West Side of Mass gets some kind of pro team because we are crazy for our sports. I also think the amount of jobs would increase drastically with some helluva turnover rate because of all the pure geniuses that are going to try and rob that place blind. It would be real nice to see the return of mom and pop American owned stores and markets that supply us with gas lotto and so on....funny how you don't see those anymore. You can really feel me if you get gas nowadays. It's starting to piss me off that they try to push off scratch tickets and dutchies like I'm some kind of fucking hoodlum... now that I think about it, that's some foul shit. Really foul....
I would go into more examples but that would take alot of time....besides how many other posts do I have to write where I'm going in on some fool? Onward and upward yall...
Which brings me to the new agenda...trying to figure out what to do with my two weeks off in August....it's been one hell of a ride where I work and some good R&R is something the kid needs...maybe even get a massage or two...I'm long overdue, for real.
I've moved my workouts to 4 times a week now....double up on workdays...with twelve hours I have no choice but to either write or stay awake...I work out for the latter.
Fuck the lakers....on to other news...
Glad to have my Celtics go 1-0 on the Magic...will talk more shit when they win another one....til then I ain't jinxing anything.
Looking for an apartment as you are reading this....
The SoD
Monday, May 17, 2010
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Pain Pain and Mo Pain
"...something just ain't right with that boy...." -- Drill Instructor USMC
He was right too, I was PISSED....no way do I have a position for 90percent of this time and to get it taken away cause they wanted to see if I would crack??!! You gotta love the dumb shit they do, but hey I smiled and said fuck it....2 more weeks of Boot Camp wasn't shit to me...I would later see this person who took my job later in the year, wonder if he still has that knot from when I split his shit with a corona bottle...call it crazy but my temper has had its moments
for example
Kindergarden....Slapped the shit out of my bus driver for denying me a seatbelt...(left a nice handprint on her pale ass face too.)
2nd Grade......Hello Dodgeball, some cats who were well built for 4th grade caught me in the grill with that hard ass rubber ball. Karate was my hobby at the time....and yeah I put in that well developed high head kick in use....lucky he wasn't no crossing guard....
9th Grade.....So a senior wants to fight a freshman over a freshman girl that the senior used to date in Junior High?!?!?!?! That wasn't just my temper talking, that was pretty much all of my friends and the rest of society talking as I whipped that ass....twice....
Random.....Eastfield Mall, there was this guy who wanted to fight me over my ex at the time who I wasn't even involved with (get it?) I put him through his own car window while she watched (from the car).....this has also turned into a signature calling card as the window incident has repeated itself several times in my life....
....with all that said. I'm not the one to be pissed off. I hate the feeling really. It's like allowing someone or event take you away from your happy place and that can really mess with someone. I like being happy, being safe, and not have to worry about cats and their bullshit....but there's always someone who needs to get it, and when you look around and notice the ones who complain the most but stay living in fear walk with thier heads down.....
its your time to shine and that time to shine is now.....
even if you do have to drop them on their head....
a few times
The SoD
He was right too, I was PISSED....no way do I have a position for 90percent of this time and to get it taken away cause they wanted to see if I would crack??!! You gotta love the dumb shit they do, but hey I smiled and said fuck it....2 more weeks of Boot Camp wasn't shit to me...I would later see this person who took my job later in the year, wonder if he still has that knot from when I split his shit with a corona bottle...call it crazy but my temper has had its moments
for example
Kindergarden....Slapped the shit out of my bus driver for denying me a seatbelt...(left a nice handprint on her pale ass face too.)
2nd Grade......Hello Dodgeball, some cats who were well built for 4th grade caught me in the grill with that hard ass rubber ball. Karate was my hobby at the time....and yeah I put in that well developed high head kick in use....lucky he wasn't no crossing guard....
9th Grade.....So a senior wants to fight a freshman over a freshman girl that the senior used to date in Junior High?!?!?!?! That wasn't just my temper talking, that was pretty much all of my friends and the rest of society talking as I whipped that ass....twice....
Random.....Eastfield Mall, there was this guy who wanted to fight me over my ex at the time who I wasn't even involved with (get it?) I put him through his own car window while she watched (from the car).....this has also turned into a signature calling card as the window incident has repeated itself several times in my life....
....with all that said. I'm not the one to be pissed off. I hate the feeling really. It's like allowing someone or event take you away from your happy place and that can really mess with someone. I like being happy, being safe, and not have to worry about cats and their bullshit....but there's always someone who needs to get it, and when you look around and notice the ones who complain the most but stay living in fear walk with thier heads down.....
its your time to shine and that time to shine is now.....
even if you do have to drop them on their head....
a few times
The SoD
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Quick One....
".....welcome to my world....." --- again yours truly
Don't ask me what's good with the cd....I'm still working on it. The capricorn in me is telling me to make sure its worth a second and third listen. As a poet, I am bringing heat every day...know that I'm working and I'm on my game, nuff said.
Watching the game and missing her....yup I said it.
Top ten things that I'm liking now....
10. 2 New England teams doing their thing in the playoffs.
9. SPD doing some work for a change....
8. My Celtics letting Lebron know how overrated he really is.
7. Girl Scout Cookies
6. Working at Baystate, cause I don't know where I would be if I met her in Walmart
5. Obama
4. The Anti Bully Law passing.... RIP Pheobe and Carl
3. Buttercake
2. Dimples.
1. Honesty....
and I'm out.......
The SoD
Don't ask me what's good with the cd....I'm still working on it. The capricorn in me is telling me to make sure its worth a second and third listen. As a poet, I am bringing heat every day...know that I'm working and I'm on my game, nuff said.
Watching the game and missing her....yup I said it.
Top ten things that I'm liking now....
10. 2 New England teams doing their thing in the playoffs.
9. SPD doing some work for a change....
8. My Celtics letting Lebron know how overrated he really is.
7. Girl Scout Cookies
6. Working at Baystate, cause I don't know where I would be if I met her in Walmart
5. Obama
4. The Anti Bully Law passing.... RIP Pheobe and Carl
3. Buttercake
2. Dimples.
1. Honesty....
and I'm out.......
The SoD
Monday, May 3, 2010
Welcome Back Traveller....
"...don't call it a comeback, I been here for years....no really, I have...." --- Yours Truly
and I don't think I'm going anywhere anytime soon.
Lovetron....Stardate 20100503
While on liberty I took a visit to see the Queen of 7186...nomenclature unnecessary. On my trip I found myself zoning out to Toni Braxton's You Mean the World to Me. Don't ask why, but the spaceship has been on a real R&B kick lately. I been scripting words venting out my feelings and vicious rants upon the advice of the council of Nebular681 (sex therapist with a mean fetish for fashionista) checking in with the Earth...hey we got a Black President....according to statistics, the Black President didn't go over to well in the movies (well the 5th Element was a total comedy)....China, Iceland, and quite a few other places are jacked up...Chili needs a man now? Damn, like who knew? Pepa? damn who knew? Shoulda came to Lovetron.
Back to the visit. After 36 hours at the weapons depot I needed to release. I filled myself with Orange kool aid and Coke soda as I headed on my journey. Didn't know what to expect sitting with Her Majesty. Over the 36, I caught a blip of her as I needed fuel to carry through the workday. By today, I was empty, and this visit would bring me back to F. Her voice is soothing, yet her strength is her eyes...easy to get lost in and the world around you can turn to black in an instant. As quick as her eyes can get you, her temper ain't to be fucked with. I tread on still water when I'm around her sometimes. My mouth can add fuel to a fire, and if she burning, I might as well have a damn jheri curl. Her smile let me know things were cool and we sat down...talked, and then I fucked up....
I looked dead in her eyes.
Looked and before you know it my lips were on hers....
The darkness around us, the mist of rain on a humid day....her breath on my neck...
damn it feels good on Lovetron.
and I don't think I'm going anywhere anytime soon.
Lovetron....Stardate 20100503
While on liberty I took a visit to see the Queen of 7186...nomenclature unnecessary. On my trip I found myself zoning out to Toni Braxton's You Mean the World to Me. Don't ask why, but the spaceship has been on a real R&B kick lately. I been scripting words venting out my feelings and vicious rants upon the advice of the council of Nebular681 (sex therapist with a mean fetish for fashionista) checking in with the Earth...hey we got a Black President....according to statistics, the Black President didn't go over to well in the movies (well the 5th Element was a total comedy)....China, Iceland, and quite a few other places are jacked up...Chili needs a man now? Damn, like who knew? Pepa? damn who knew? Shoulda came to Lovetron.
Back to the visit. After 36 hours at the weapons depot I needed to release. I filled myself with Orange kool aid and Coke soda as I headed on my journey. Didn't know what to expect sitting with Her Majesty. Over the 36, I caught a blip of her as I needed fuel to carry through the workday. By today, I was empty, and this visit would bring me back to F. Her voice is soothing, yet her strength is her eyes...easy to get lost in and the world around you can turn to black in an instant. As quick as her eyes can get you, her temper ain't to be fucked with. I tread on still water when I'm around her sometimes. My mouth can add fuel to a fire, and if she burning, I might as well have a damn jheri curl. Her smile let me know things were cool and we sat down...talked, and then I fucked up....
I looked dead in her eyes.
Looked and before you know it my lips were on hers....
The darkness around us, the mist of rain on a humid day....her breath on my neck...
damn it feels good on Lovetron.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
The Day of Rest.....
"......It's Sunday, why wash it now?" --- GMa
I went outside prior to work yesterday and took one look at my car then up in the air....I was hoping that living by a lake I would catch a glimpse of the lochness or a t-rex coming out of the mist to further convince myself I'm living in the stone age....
to no avail...so I looked at the sky again and back at my car. I shook my head "no bird could be that big"....I thought as I looked and stared at this damn near a foot in diameter splatter of shit on my car that seemed to drop from above. Maybe the teradachtyl does still exist....maybe it does just randomly drop gifts the size of volleyballs on black Mazda 6's. What made it more ill was that you can see how it hit my roof and seeped its way down my window and door....whatever it ate prior....its gone now....I'm sure that bird is flying like a mofo now....
I just gotta put more arm into this wash I'm doing.
Other than that....Mayweather beat Mosley....so much for the underdogs.
The celtics lose and it looks like it was unconvincing....we'll see game two.
all of a sudden I want some butter cake....looking to vacation in August....hoping that my connect across the water still has a flat with my name on it. (Hello London).....the knee is looking good....maybe play some basketball tomorrow....maybe perform....wait its gonna be monday.....wonder if I'm being thought about somewhere.....oh well
news at 11.....
The SoD.....
I went outside prior to work yesterday and took one look at my car then up in the air....I was hoping that living by a lake I would catch a glimpse of the lochness or a t-rex coming out of the mist to further convince myself I'm living in the stone age....
to no avail...so I looked at the sky again and back at my car. I shook my head "no bird could be that big"....I thought as I looked and stared at this damn near a foot in diameter splatter of shit on my car that seemed to drop from above. Maybe the teradachtyl does still exist....maybe it does just randomly drop gifts the size of volleyballs on black Mazda 6's. What made it more ill was that you can see how it hit my roof and seeped its way down my window and door....whatever it ate prior....its gone now....I'm sure that bird is flying like a mofo now....
I just gotta put more arm into this wash I'm doing.
Other than that....Mayweather beat Mosley....so much for the underdogs.
The celtics lose and it looks like it was unconvincing....we'll see game two.
all of a sudden I want some butter cake....looking to vacation in August....hoping that my connect across the water still has a flat with my name on it. (Hello London).....the knee is looking good....maybe play some basketball tomorrow....maybe perform....wait its gonna be monday.....wonder if I'm being thought about somewhere.....oh well
news at 11.....
The SoD.....
Saturday, May 1, 2010
Are We There Yet???
".......yawn.....still saturday???........zzzzzzzz"
Today I slept for like forever. Work was ok last night but that hour between 3 and 4 is the worst in the am. I got up ready for anything. After talking to her* I just closed my eyes and smiled. Yeah, after this weekend there's something to smile about for monday. Sorry Garfield, but I'll take my monday with a smile....
it's tuesdays I don't like anyway.
With that said, I refused to call any LA Laker fan friends of mine because I don't need to hear them rant about how their team is unstoppable yet barely made it out the first round. Good job OKC....you'll see them again next year.
Not much to talk about considering I slept the day away....except maybe -----OH YEAH the fight is tonight.
Gotta work but still I predict that Mayweather loses. Only because that talking can really make people want to shut you up. Why not do that with several shots to the face right?! Now if only there wasn't a payperview for that....SIGN ME UP!
There's something to be said about the feeling you get when someone steps out of their way to do something nice for you for a change. Especially when you know the sincerity is genuine. Coming to a gun factory is hard for some, yet she got down for hers, all in the name of just being her....damn it don't get any better. :)
Don't look for emoticons in my blogs anymore...only the special get those....
Aight, gotta run....work to do, and another day to get through....whatever it takes to get to monday dig it?
The SoD
Today I slept for like forever. Work was ok last night but that hour between 3 and 4 is the worst in the am. I got up ready for anything. After talking to her* I just closed my eyes and smiled. Yeah, after this weekend there's something to smile about for monday. Sorry Garfield, but I'll take my monday with a smile....
it's tuesdays I don't like anyway.
With that said, I refused to call any LA Laker fan friends of mine because I don't need to hear them rant about how their team is unstoppable yet barely made it out the first round. Good job OKC....you'll see them again next year.
Not much to talk about considering I slept the day away....except maybe -----OH YEAH the fight is tonight.
Gotta work but still I predict that Mayweather loses. Only because that talking can really make people want to shut you up. Why not do that with several shots to the face right?! Now if only there wasn't a payperview for that....SIGN ME UP!
There's something to be said about the feeling you get when someone steps out of their way to do something nice for you for a change. Especially when you know the sincerity is genuine. Coming to a gun factory is hard for some, yet she got down for hers, all in the name of just being her....damn it don't get any better. :)
Don't look for emoticons in my blogs anymore...only the special get those....
Aight, gotta run....work to do, and another day to get through....whatever it takes to get to monday dig it?
The SoD
Thursday, April 29, 2010
It's Me....Again....*This is not a test*
"...you have a way with words....."
So what I've been away....I know some of yall been checking me and you know what? I've been on Facebook doing what I should've been doing here. I been writing poetry. Performing my ass off. Working my ass off. Enjoying the fruits of my labor.....that's what its about right? Game done changed, done left the kids...went down....got up....now its blue collar work, say what you will but I've been doing it for a good minute now....don't mind the oil and love life and the paycheck.
Don't get me wrong....alot to get off my chest. Obama is the president, people these days wanna see him dead. Honestly theres a problem when you have cats out there really talking that kind of shit. Bothers me when someone can ask Bush about the "Secret Society" and get fucking tazered like an animal...I say kick in their door...maybe they'll shut the hell up then.
I have had the opportunity to look at some things on this site called masslive.com which I have to say for the city I live in....no matter how high the crime rate or whatever you want to believe....I really don't have a problem where I'm at........EXCEPT, the racist fucks who surround this town (ex. Longmeadow, East Longmeadow, Southwick, Agawam) which has this tendency to look down on our CITY as their TOWNS are so good as they say. Now don't get me wrong, we have our shootings, drugs, poverty, so on and so forth....but nothing is more fucked up than the assholes responsible for the shit who sit in their TOWNS and do nothing about it but let their CITY go down the tubes. Fair to say, I'm well educated, came from a good home...single parent and all....graduated on my first try, don't live off the state...no record....yet I still feel the bullshit when I'm just trying to play bingo at the KoC in Chicopee, ain't that a bitch? So to those 'people' who still think we living in the 40's....."look around you, a good look...integration is a real thing....live with it."
Also, I have gotten very sick of R&B....but love this song by Eleckrik Red called "So Good"...sounds like an old Prince track....yeah I dig that shit.
Big up to all my fellow poets out there...especially the CT and NY connection. Love yall and I support just as much as yall do even more dig it....(shit gas ain't cheap!!!) lol.
It's funny how life happens sometimes.....you wake up and have the day become better than yesterday...you go through the struggles...the pain....and then you feel it...somebody loves you...and its real....yeah I dig that...Damn....she's on my mind heavy...like a muthafucka....damn I want some cookies...yeah that's the only way...so far at least...she says I have a way with words...wonder where they'll get me this time.
I'm just jumping around here...but damn it feels good to have her in my corner still....me in hers...
real recognize real...
glad to feel...
alive..
So what I've been away....I know some of yall been checking me and you know what? I've been on Facebook doing what I should've been doing here. I been writing poetry. Performing my ass off. Working my ass off. Enjoying the fruits of my labor.....that's what its about right? Game done changed, done left the kids...went down....got up....now its blue collar work, say what you will but I've been doing it for a good minute now....don't mind the oil and love life and the paycheck.
Don't get me wrong....alot to get off my chest. Obama is the president, people these days wanna see him dead. Honestly theres a problem when you have cats out there really talking that kind of shit. Bothers me when someone can ask Bush about the "Secret Society" and get fucking tazered like an animal...I say kick in their door...maybe they'll shut the hell up then.
I have had the opportunity to look at some things on this site called masslive.com which I have to say for the city I live in....no matter how high the crime rate or whatever you want to believe....I really don't have a problem where I'm at........EXCEPT, the racist fucks who surround this town (ex. Longmeadow, East Longmeadow, Southwick, Agawam) which has this tendency to look down on our CITY as their TOWNS are so good as they say. Now don't get me wrong, we have our shootings, drugs, poverty, so on and so forth....but nothing is more fucked up than the assholes responsible for the shit who sit in their TOWNS and do nothing about it but let their CITY go down the tubes. Fair to say, I'm well educated, came from a good home...single parent and all....graduated on my first try, don't live off the state...no record....yet I still feel the bullshit when I'm just trying to play bingo at the KoC in Chicopee, ain't that a bitch? So to those 'people' who still think we living in the 40's....."look around you, a good look...integration is a real thing....live with it."
Also, I have gotten very sick of R&B....but love this song by Eleckrik Red called "So Good"...sounds like an old Prince track....yeah I dig that shit.
Big up to all my fellow poets out there...especially the CT and NY connection. Love yall and I support just as much as yall do even more dig it....(shit gas ain't cheap!!!) lol.
It's funny how life happens sometimes.....you wake up and have the day become better than yesterday...you go through the struggles...the pain....and then you feel it...somebody loves you...and its real....yeah I dig that...Damn....she's on my mind heavy...like a muthafucka....damn I want some cookies...yeah that's the only way...so far at least...she says I have a way with words...wonder where they'll get me this time.
I'm just jumping around here...but damn it feels good to have her in my corner still....me in hers...
real recognize real...
glad to feel...
alive..
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