Bridge Over Troubled Water....

"When he comes back, yall already know what the deal is...." - My Supervisor

Fuck you pay me....no really fuck you pay me. I don't know how many times I gotta say it but damn, it's the truth ain't it? I'm so sick of the back and forth about the parameters and intangibles about the place in which I work. I come and do my job, those kids got love for me and trust me with their lives. I make it happen for them as if they were mine, take me away from the equation and there is hell up in harlem. Now that I have 3 weeks to think and pursue other projects, I wonder how the fort is holding up. I got a call yesterday that confirmed everything.

"You ready to come back?"
"Why?"
"Cause the kids aren't doing anything until you get here"
"What do you mean?"
"They all are on strike and won't do shit, except eat and play gameboy's, they aren't talking to the staff on your end of the week except Diesel"
"Oh shit for real? Oh, well what you want me to do, go on speaker and address them all?"
"No, you don't have to do that, but it would be helpful for them to hear your voice"
"Then I should be on the clock"
"Good point"
"Nah, it is the point, they knew what they were doing, they broke it, let them fix it."
"You're pissed aren't you?"
"No, disgusted. Can't wait to come back, but still disgusted with the place."
"You got the spot when you get here, I already told the Number 2 that when you come back there's gonna be some issues."
"You don't have to do shit, I'll handle whatever comes, all you do is sit back and watch."
"I see"
"No, you will see soon enough"

and that's that. Fuck you pay me, enough said.

My crew is reaching out from all over, and you know what? It's about to be back on again. I wonder after all this time how much we have grown, and learned. I know I learned alot, both good and bad. It's the way of the world. I still am me for those asking and yeah it's still all good. First stop is the bean to check the second family of mine and then it's down south to make it happen with D*Unit (my sister). All before my b-day and yeah yall, I can't wait for that either.....who cares if it's a month and change away.

We all can dream can't we?

Hey Tbaby* you betta still be celebrating.....

I'm out yall be cool
The SoD